Today is week 4 of my never ending exhaustion. Sometimes I wake up and think to myself -


Am I really cut out to be a mother?

I wish I could say that after she giggles and gives me a kiss on my cheek, that things are “all better now” but that’s not always true.


Parenthood is hard. I feel like I’m dragging myself from one appointment to next. Each day seems like my to do list is getting longer.


My temper has shortened and every little distraction becomes “what the fck”


I’m not proud of it. Rather than pushing these negative emotions away, I’ve learned to let them flow through. Bc if we don’t, feelings get stuck and we move through life with resentment.


This frustration is a sign that something isn’t right. Something needs to change. I haven’t figured exactly what that is yet but I’m determined to figure it out.


Bc without resentment, there is no compassion.

Without sadness, there is no joy.

Without fear, there is no love.


I choose to live through each emotion. I may be frustrated and exhausted but it’s bc I know I deserve more & im getting closer to better.


Remember, when your mad and frustrated. You’re not alone. Let the emotions flow through.


🤍 photo by @viviangracephotography